The First Cut Is The Deepest.?

its been a while.. i'm hungry but i make no effort to find foods.. =.='

today i'll be elaborating on the first love experience..
i believe all of us already did went through that moment and for those with enough courage,i'll give you a round of applause for making an effort towards that particular person.

well,different people means different stories right.?
some of you won the first love battle and could be the relationship is still going on up until today.
some may lose the battle and end up hurt by either rejection or the oneself failure to at least try to convey their feeling.

but there's other kind of situation in which two persons are attached to each other but due to the commitment they have for study,they seems to postpone the confession just to avoid any distraction to their study.

here's a story,about a high school student who happened to love this girl.He was in lower six while the girl was on the brink  of tackling her SPM.They both shared the same affection but never really confessed due to their given priority towards their exam.

for some cute reasons,both of them were planning to confess the love they had for each other as soon as the boy graduated from his form six study.The girl waited and so do the guy,their relationship remain as friend during the period of waiting for the graduation.The girl left the school after her examination while the guy was in his form six.

time goes by and the girl attend matriculation in the peninsular while the guy was in his upper six.Both of them ended separated by the south east china sea but they never fail to notify each other,not on a daily basis but good enough to let each other know that they're still in the same frequency.

STPM was around the corner and the guy concentrated on his study while the girl was away in the peninsular.I believe,they can't wait to confess towards each other and i'm pretty sure the guy would probably have the best script of confession and the sweetest plan of confession.

everything seems to be beautiful until this one day,the boy's phone rang an unknown number.He was curios but was never too lazy to pick it up.He answered the call and tears was flowing heavily.That was a call from the girl's bestfriend,calling to let him know that the dream of them being together can no longer be achieve.

there's another guy?.. no.. the girl was giving up?.. no..
the reason they can no longer dream the same dream was because,the girl whom this guy loved so much got involved in a road accident and she died.

there's no need to elaborate more on how the boy was feeling.You can figure it out on your own.

this boy is a actually a friend of mine,when he told me this story,he tried so hard to fake a smile but he did not realize that i can clearly see there's a tiny spark on his eyes.The moment when he told me the story,he just came back from the girl's hometown.He went to visit the girl's grave and went to meet the girl's parents.

this guy,he spent  two years to search for the girls grave and when he found the exact location,he drove himself to the place in no time.He did his long awaited confession at the cemetery,holding a piece of paper written with words he supposed to say when he's done with his form six.He kept the paper for a very long time and finally he managed to deliver his speech of love.

its the deepest cut he told me,the deepest ever and he's still not over it.